things unknown

do you think that cbs is trying to rhyme when the put "cold case, amazing race, and without a trace" in their back to back sunday night lineup?
anyways, the 'tour' was off the hook. it only confirmed my desire to continue to play music and continue to share it with other people. i was dissappointed that the drummers werent there, but we did bring it acoustically.
ive felt somewhat adrift lately - almost defiant of god, but still not wanting to be where i am. the "me against me" paradox. i need to be grounded in god - but im not actively seeking that. the ebbs and flows of my thinking are crazy frustrating, but i guess its better to be making some sort of progress than to just be stagnant. on the same note, the sermon was very encouraging and hopeful today - that with christ we have reason to live and reason to do everything we do. his mercies are new every morning - i haven't wasted all my chances.
i have been writing a song in my head, but then i realized that it was an awful lot like grant's foothill cities song. which is not a bad thing, but i was basically just stealing it. oh well, a work in progress, i suppose.
as much as i enjoy johns song explination posts, i miss his regular posts.